Ain't NOTHING easy about Sunday morning...

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Resolve.

Okay, here's the short list. Most of these should be done by June, when I move:

1. Finish "Micha" script
2. Finish school Documentary
3. Buy a single-color t-shirt press
4. develop an amazing photo portfolio that takes your breath away
5. create 3 short personal video expressions for web release.
6. Lose 50 lbs <-- i'm 6'2 and i weigh 275. It wouldn't kill me to weigh 225. And if it does, I'll stop.
7. Read the bible every day <-- mixed feelings about this one, only because I'd rather be APPLYING the Bible everyday than
just reading it over and over and over and...
8. write every day
9. work on M. book<-- just wait and see.
10. work on photopoetry book <--closest thing to what I want to do has already been done by aulelei love.
11. launch fofobeeto <--long story, you'll just have to wait
12. develop more performance poetry pieces
13. work on song catalog (chicken and bird, professionals song, burrito man, eleanor rigby)
14. develop personal menu (food I can cook anywhere anytime, for myself, a group, or the LADIES)
15. shoot mosesmentary <-- a free documentary about my 5 year old brother Moses

16. make money <-- I haven't gotten a paycheck since 2001. I've been in school and/or volunteering ever since. Stipends and expense accounts are nice, but they don't support a sushi habit, or a desire for an apple ibook. I already owe my dad BIG loot for buying my cell phone...sigh.

17. be a better friend<-- i'm aiming to be a less selfish and more-present friend who's not always secretly chanting the "come closer, get naked" mantra with all my "platonic" female friends. Two years ago, I resolved to make more male friends. By the end of the year it was a dogone sausage party. Men whine too much, and they're not pretty to look at. I think I'm all set when it comes to men. More ladies, please...I just need to not be so shady, please....

18. get a grasp on the mysteries of marriage and sexual purity <-- so far, I just sort of go along with the Christian crowd on these, but I don't fully understand why people get married, and why unmarried people shouldn't have sex. I have a lot of personal reasoning that eases my mind on the topics, but I really want to grasp it from God's point of view, not Dr. Dobson's.

19. finally, I think I'm going to start a network of slacker artists who need me to be their momma and daddy. too many of my mark-buster friends are squandering their talent doing nothing. x-box doesn't love you. Adam loves you.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Timi said...

8. get a grasp on the mysteries of marriage and sexual purity <-- so far, I just sort of go along with the Christian crowd on these, but I don't fully understand why people get married, and why unmarried people shouldn't have sex. I have a lot of personal reasoning that eases my mind on the topics, but I really want to grasp it from God's point of view, not Dr. Dobson's."

OMG!! I was just talking to my bestfriend about the very same thing. I was thinking "Why in the world am I keeping myself for the greater good and I don't know what the hell the greater good is? Like you...I have my personal reasons...I waited 26 years...I can wait until I'm 30. But geesh...when temptations strikes...wooo wee buddy it strikes hard. I'm a woman with natural woman feelings...I get h...excited...just like any other heathen.

Lord help my flesh.

9:16 PM

 
Blogger Puddleglum said...

TELL me about it.

11:56 PM

 
Blogger jasdye said...

leave me out of your sausage party.

and sexuality...

man, who doesn't struggle with that. i really want to get back to that, truly, when i have more time to at least divert with some cohesion.

bt there's some great reasons why not (or better yet, why but in proper context), and disease and 'just say no' just don't do justice to it (sex or God).

11:56 PM

 
Blogger Kurisuteen Kaneshiro said...

Of course x-box doesn't love us.

PS2 on the other hand...

1:04 PM

 

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